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Angry vent

I just got into it bad with my parents about getting my dog to the vet bc one of hucks nails got stuck in my ring and it hurt him My dad told me the dog was fine so I brought it to both of their attention that this has got to get fixed. And my dad said the dog is fine so I snapped and said if you honestly think the dog is fine you really have something wrong with you. This is getting bad if you think he is fine. And if you honestly think this is really okay you have something wrong with you. So I then said and when is he going to the vet? And then I said Mon said you were going to take the dog to the vet when you got your bonus and he hasnt went yet. Now when is he gonna go? Or am I gonna pay for it when I get paid? This can't continue you. Got screamed at And had to say all of this to him and over him yelling at me that I was starting shit. And I called them all terrible people. Mom is pissed too. But idc
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