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Journaling for my finch app again. Hoping to make a habit of writing just a few words each day at least. Been up since 4am. Couldn't sleep so got an early start and some time to myself playing video games. Got all my Xmas cards filled out w quotes and affirmations for the new year. I hope everyone likes them. I love the birds on them. Even on the envelopes! So cool! Still may have one or two more to send but they are all pre filled out and ready to be delivered. Been keeping my distance from my friend. I realize their negativity brings me down and they only care about themselves. Very narcissistic and I don't need that in my life. So I'll accept her friendship just love her from a distance. I dread phone calls with her bc it's so negative always. Don't need that. I need people who build me up not tear me down and make me feel guilty. Working w case manager on bipolar worksheets. Gotta keep a mood blog. Met eyes with a hawk in the yard today. Coopers hawk. Was an amazing experience I talked to him and he cooked his head as if he was listening. It was pretty awesome. I live for moments like that. Nothing more beautiful than mother nature moments. They are gifts you just can't replace or forget. Better than photographs. A memory you will never forget. Got chores to do this weekend and going to goodwill with mom tomorrow. Need to find me some gloves. Hands are cold. Pogos training has been going well. Today I rested my hand next to his foot. Pretty soon he will get used to stepping on my finger and he has let me pet him several times though he is scared. Trust will come in time. Dog barking that's it for now.