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Well a lot has happened these last few days. Got a lot accomplished. Was feeling groggy this morning so I stayed in bed and so dad took the dog out and he ended up biting the neighbor dog. Dog was okay though and lady wasn't mad. My morning was off because I slept in but I needed the rest. Got pogos cage cleaned and him a shower. Today he let me pet him for quite a while. He's getting there slowly. I may show him some videos of people holding parakeets I think he's smart enough to pick it up. I'm deff autistic all day long it plays the same different playlists at different times and I set the mood w fireplaces and calming nature music. He comes out when there's birds on the TV and plays with them. Then says we'll idc about these birds and  hops right back in his cage. For music time. Like dad I'm ready lol. He knows when the fireplace is on the TV that it's time to wind down and relax and stories will be read soon. Got him some new books at goodwill. Don't really like but one or two of them. We are very picky and I can tell when he doesn't like a story. Lol gonna donate all pogos books we don't read to my cousins kiddos for them to have. They will appreciate them. Got a new robe at goodwill, some pj pants, some gloves, and my aunt a peacock puzzle and an organizer basket for my tarot cards bc my shoe box broke. Anywho lol

Christmas is around the corner. Since last year I started celebrating yule. Last year I was sick w covid and couldn't go to my family's Christmas. I'm gonna try and go this year. But it all depends on what times and the dog etc gonna make my harris head for the white elephant. Gotta make time to do that. And it comes with the a Christmas story lamp solar dashboard dancing lamp lol. Though that was neat. While I celebrate yule myself I'm making this the first real yule I can actually not be too sick to celebrate. I'm turning all negative past Christmases aside and going to enjoy the holidays instead of dwelling on lost loved ones and holiday stress. I'm going at it with a more relaxed nature. Being grateful for everything I have and letting go of the things I'll always remember and hold close to my heart. I bought yule ornaments a mushroom and gnome. And I actually decorated the tree all by myself. Made a calming time of it And really immersed myself in decorating a tree for mother nature. Proud of the way the tree looks too. For the last 10+ years I've hated the holidays. Full of bad stuff but I'm moving on in a positive direction and gonna actually enjoy the holidays this year. Thats huge for me. I actually looked forward to decorating a tree but not bc of Christmas but bc of yule. I'm still working on what all I want to include in my yule tradition but I'll figure it out as I go. Bc I want to give the birds and squirrels a treat bell for yule. I know that. I'll research some ideas too. 

That's it for now I'll update more later. 

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