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Found out what I'm doing for yule this year. Gonna do an aura cleansing, breathe life into my hawk feather, ah ka dua, make a yule log, write a letter to past version of myself and burn it to be reborn again. Put out the treat bell for the birds and squirrels. Light a candle for my ancestors since past. Maybe write a letter to my grandma too thanking her and updating her and burn it too so it returns to her on the wings of birds. 
   Weird thing happened today. I just finished reading the crow chapter of my bird medicine book and I never see crows in my yard andnthey are one of my favorites. There was a whole murder of crows in a tree near me. I watched them as they watched me until they departed. Beautiful moment. The universe is always sending me signs something no other religion could do for me.
   I'm on a spiritual journey trying to find my place. Trying to find out about my native american heritage. So I can try and honor it. Getting a Egyptian pagan book to help me learn more about it bc that's what I think I am. I just need to learn more and im exploring things and trying to find out just what it is I believe in. It's kinda a magical time in my life. 
  Finished a lot on my Styrofoam head for the white elephant gift and did some wrapping. Took a creative day off of school that I've needed for a while. It was nice.
   Was gonna try to finish 90 lessons before my surgery but therapist said to take my time and enjoy yule like I want to. That my goal will.just stress me and I need to enjoy this time for myself. She's right though but I am gonna try and do what I can get done. And finish maybe two modules. It will always be there. Good thing about the school I'm going to. Gonna take a little break after surgery to heal. Will prob do a lot of reading while healing so made lists of books I want to read. Some are pretty damn cool or for school to better help me. Need to start reading my vet tech book to help some too. There just aren't enough hours in the day and I go to bed early Like when the birds do. Maybe I can start staying up.a little later. We will see. 

My therapist got me a yule gift and it's coming prob tomorrow. I can't believe she got me something that was so kind of her. Means the world to me and I'm forever grateful for her. She's been a blessing. 

Off to get some more things done!

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